Another random day,2010 Another random time
My body was rushing with exhileration. I could feel every molecule in my body filling with confusion. My thoughts were going left right and centre, I just don't know what to do. Sometimes I think you just make life easier, other times it's like you're stopping me from doing things I want to. Like you hold me back in some ways. I am a bitch for thinking it at some points, but I can't help it, it's true. Why can't things just go back to the way it was before, where everything sorted itself out and nothing was hard. No one expected anyone to be at a certain level and you didn't have to care about what others think.
The Anthropology of Ariana.
I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.