1st of February,2010 11:11pm

I wish for you. I wish for you to love me the way you once said you did. I wish for you to have meant it. I wish for you to say it again. I wish you were here. I wish you didn't let me go. I wish I didn't let you let me go. I wish things were back to the way they were. I wish it were back to being perfect, the way everyone thought it was. The way I believed it was.

The Anthropology of Ariana.

I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.