12:53pm

More things on my list of things I've done today is make up with my dear daddy, who I do love very much despite our differences that we've had, play two hours of drum beats, run half an hour on the treadmill and watch sex in the city and half of the Osborne's marathon while I drank two more cups of coffee. God I am so sad.

The Anthropology of Ariana.

I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.