20th of February,2010 10:58m
I couldn't sleep last night. I couldn't sleep while I new my best friend was two or so klometres away from me crying her eyes out. I needn't call her to know what she was doing, I knew exactly what was going through her mind. I can't stand being not able to help her while she's going through the pain I once went through a long time ago. The one most beautiful and strongest girl in the word that I know of, and she had to be left like this. I don't understand why she was the one being treated like this, why she had to feel that kind of pain. She had done nothing to deserve this. As I sit here eating my CocoPops O's, I know that she was one of the only couple of girls in the world who deserve the best. And she will get it, I swear that.
The Anthropology of Ariana.
I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.