6th of December,2009 1:31am
Webcamming to Jesse, the one making me laugh through this dreadful pain. And even though you see how much im hurting, you laugh in my face like you love it. Wait, no scratch that, you do love it. You're enjoying every single bit of it. I thought you were someone different, I didn't think you were like the rest, turns out I was wrong. Everything was the same. Nothing really mattered to you did it? You don't think I would've cared about any of it. You were so different, she ruined you. Your amazing personality, everything that made you, she sucked it out of you. All that is left is what you've been moulded in. The surrounding of you has become you. You're now just like them.
The Anthropology of Ariana.
I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.