5th of December,2009 1:52am

I see you again today, I was quite shocked to hear that you actually did keep track of my routine of dropping in. Asking when I was going to be seen next. I was flattered really. Those eyes, I cannot help but to glimps every two seconds at them, just to assure myself that the colour has not changed. I do not know why, I just do. The way you smile at me, your cute boyish smile, you seem to gie me the shivers everytime you smile. I get tongue tied everytime you spea to me, the words won't come out the way i want them to, the way they play in my head before they are supposed to come out. I don't know how you knew quite so much about me, but I liked it for some strange reason. Looking up from my table to your sillouette passing me, I see those eyes again. A small greeting and you were back to what ou were doing, the next time i look up brought me into fits of laughter, the big wave you gave me when I was two metres away, the flapping pieces of annoying plastic falling on you, the way you almost tripped out the door, it was all anough to get me into my smiling mood again. And with just one look, my face would light up. I don't see how i get so shy around you, when we could talk normally, I knew we could, some things are just so unexplainable. Now all I have to do, is wait until the next week to arrive, I hate how you make me hate weekends now... Ok I love it. Ahh! :D

The Anthropology of Ariana.

I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.