26th of October, 2009, 11:14pm

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt,
But I didn’t know I made everything worse.
You told me we were crazy in love,
But you didn’t care when push came to shove.
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way.
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today.
I remember when I first looked into your eyes,
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies.
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need,
The one that I gotta have just to succeed.
When I first saw you, I knew it was real,
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel.
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me.
I loved you with my heart, really and truly.
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared,
When I would run my fingers through your hair.
Late nights, just holding you in my arms,
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong.
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you.
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you.
You’re number one, always in my heart.

The Anthropology of Ariana.

I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.