When you've gotten used to something so much and it becomes like a routine, it's kind of hard to change the way things are when people go. When you think you've finally found someone that will stay and not leave you, something just pulls at the loose thread and everything unravels. Leaving you in a pile of mess for you to sort out. Once something is done, it's hard to take it back and you just have to deal with everything and the consequences which you are left with.
The Anthropology of Ariana.
I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.