1st of January,2010 4:29pm

Ok, so it's 2010. Happy New Year to all of you who feel it and if you're like me who feels like their head is on fire, goodjob. You have your first hangover of the year. I have failed at my attempt to have you stay in my life. I just don't know what to do. I have no idea what i'm thinking or why i'm thinking it. All I know is that it's not good. I don't see how I was over it so quickly, everything just adds up. As much as I strongly feel for you, i'm not used to the fact i'm not my own person. I don't feel myself. This isn't me. Whenever I become like this, I lose myself. Apart from this depressing piece of shit, hey, twas a happy, interesting new year. Oodles to you my dear(:



Oh looky, tis what would have happened ^-^
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The Anthropology of Ariana.

I'm not who you think I am because to be honest, you don't know who I am. How should you? I laugh when i'm not meant to, I cry when things get happy. I never know what to wear. I want it to be hot when it's cold, and cold when it's hot. I like being alone, yet when I am, I wish I wasn't. I realised not everything is worth dying for. Nothings what it seems and who you thought were, aren't. All I need is you, that's all I really know.